It is nice to have some stability. I am graduated and working, at least sort of a real person. I am getting back in to some steady habits with the writing, which is good. Which is the point. And that's what I have to hold on to.
I'm at the beginning in a lot of areas. In writing, in work, even in friends since I'm in a new area. But I do have writing to point me forward. I know what I want, and what I need to do. It will take time and a lot of work, much of it tedious, but I can do it. I can do it because I know where it is going to take me.
I have my family. I have work to pay rent. I have a cell-phone to communicate with my friends. I have Downton Abbey.
So much more to go, but you know what? That's okay. Because life is good.