My roommate didn't get in to the BYU MFA program. We're still waiting to hear from U of U, but we were talking today and that means she has no reason to stay in Provo past the summer. I don't either. Except I do. I want to do something exciting, go somewhere, but I know what happened last time and I'm terrified. Is this my chance to try it in a better way, going with someone I know? Will that make things work better, or am I being insane or cowardly? I don't know. And we still haven't heard from U of U. And yes, I realize this makes us sound like a married couple.
John Cusack movies are dangerous. Seriously. I've watched two in the past twenty four hours. ('How Do You Know' and 'Must Love Dogs'. Both wonderful). Do people like that even exist in real life, and if so, please someone tell me where I can find one? And when people say "get out and do something fun for the weekend" what do they mean? Bars? Parties? What parties? What if all your friends are busy? What if you want to meet new people?
Dear blank please blank is shiny and funny and very distracting. I love it.
I think I've listened to 'Journey to the Past' from Anastasia on repeat about forty bajillion times. Thank heaven for headphones or my roommates would be really, really annoyed.
If I'm not going to stay here past the summer but I'm not making enough money to live really and need to fix that soon, what do I do?
Do guys really prefer long hair to short as much as people say they do? Because I think short hair is cute, and I know my brothers think Emma Watson is gorgeous and she has a pixie cut, but I've also heard that guys really like long hair...Just curious.
Motivation is odd. I can't find any right now. I just want to sit in bed and read and play on Pinterest and watch John Cusack movies. It's not that I don't want to write, I do. And I'm still working on stuff, can't let myself actually lose it completely. But still. *le sigh.
Things are good though. Book--working on it. John Cusack is adorable. Pinterest...DBPB...where should I work? Should I move? I like that haircut. I like windowsills and nighttime air. I wish it was snowing. People are going to think I'm crazy.
Hopefully not too crazy :)
Do you have days like this too? What do you do?